So yeah I tried this and mom hates it but I love it. She probably thinks I look like a hooker. I can see judgment in her eyes.

Going to the gym in awhile, must find the strength to pry myself from the computer.

OH SNAP IAN SOMERHALDER JUST LANDED HERE. OH MY GOODNESS! my ovaries are tingling! :))

and I’m on the 12th and last book and I just feel like a fucking zombie but I just can’t seem to stop. God help me.

YOU ARE NOW READING THE POST OF SOMEONE EMPLOYED. HOLLA!

BTW, my job title will be WEB DESIGNER and I will be starting work on June 1 because I need to get my papers straight. DAMN NBI CLEARANCE. 

Living seems easier if you can control how much you care.

I got a job offer! OMG OMG *dies*

Someone needs to punch the people who are editing this wiki page. Alex?! REALLY?! Who the fuck included him?! And why am I on the fifty shades of grey wiki page?! :))

• Sister: He's a smoker! :(
• Me: Smokin' hot?
• Sister: Gago

I’m going to leave for Makati in awhile for my final job interview. God let me get this job. Let this job have medical insurance and meal allowance. Lord please. I want this shit, it’s so fucking perfect for me!!!

From now on when I meet a guy I’ll just show this video and say “can we do this?”

 I should fight the impulse to watch Pride and Prejudice whenever I’m feeling sad/vulnerable/lonely because squealing at Mr. Darcy’s confession isn’t helping AT ALL.

Nearly off to my first potential client. freaking the shit out. I have my hair into a bun, braid, ponytail, half ponytail and all sorts of hair stuff and finally decided to just let it be. God i’m such a mess

…why do you want to play Christian Grey?! I mean yes thousands of girls would probably be crazy enough to want to be your Anastasia Steele but really? HAVE YOU READ THE BOOK?

Also to Alex, if you play Grey, I’d watch it but I’ll be incredibly disappointed and happy at the same time. Obvious love-hate relationship with this book.